The author shares their personal journey of transformation and self-discovery. They realized that they were trying to be perfect for others and not for themselves. They went through a lot of changes and destructions, but they feel alive and open to everything that God has prepared for them. The author's biggest dreams are to realize and open their potential, and to love and give this love to their partner. They do not plan anymore and do not have a secured life, but they are motivated to achieve their goals and embrace the future.